I just wanted to let you know that I am no longer staying here with you guys, or Lily, or Asher, or Fiona. I have left. Left to Elsewhere. One of the rules of being the Receiver of memories was that I wasn't allowed to speak about my training, but now I am going to because it's not much of a matter, now that I am already going to Elsewhere, so I can't get released because Elsewhere is where you're supposed to be released to. Anyhow, I have departed to Elsewhere because the Giver, my trainer, had given me some memories. Some very important and very meaningful memories. Did you guys know about colour? Did you guys know about love? I don't want to live in the life of sameness. Colour adds everything to life and so does love. I want to live in a life that has colour. I want to live in a life where people love each other. That is one part of the reason that I have decided to exit this place and enter Elsewhere.
Another part of my training is that I am allowed to ask anything I want to. So I asked the Giver if I could see the process of release when you, father, released one of the twins. The process shocked me! It made me furious! You killed that baby! And then you released it to Elsewhere on it's own. That''s another reason why I left to Elsewhere.
The last reason I have chosen to leave is because here, where I am now, I can't make my own choices! Everybody chooses my future for me! I deserve to choose myself! If I leave to Elsewhere I can make my own choices. That is really important to me. Even if it will cause some chaos or be a hard decision. I want to make my own choices! My assignment is chosen by other people. I want to choose myself!
Please don't get worried about me. I'll be fine. I have it all planned out. I'll be safe in Elsewhere. Mum, dad and Lily, I 'love' you. Goodbye!
Sincerely,
Jonas
